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even if im still in love with you
there's nothing i can do
to have you by my side

there's nothing i can do
to make myself happier
there's no other way
to smile like nothing happen
my heart is rotten
and just let it be
you are the only one
who can heal it

when i say im ok
i juz dont wanna make my frien worry
when i look so tough
i was heavily broken
you never realise
how much i need you

i always wan to be alone since you were gone
im afraid that ppl can see through my heart
knowing that im still fucking loving you
im afraid to show my fragile
i armed myself don wanna get hurt ANYMORE

thing that gone will never come back
it will never been the same
and thats y your love is so precious
and thats why i keep it in the deepest place in my heart

if only you hadnt leave me
or if you hadnt appear
and i may not hurt like this
you are the one make my heartbeat lost it rhythm
but now all i wanna say is why?
and i living a lie?

i'll never be the same
i have lost my soul
what can i do to immune from him?
even if i close my eye
i can see the imange of his face
im addicted to him
stubborn and i love the way it hurt

juz fuck

it better to close my eye

and forget about everything

stop caring for anything

whats the point of doing tis and fuck my life?

life suck but i am the one making it worst

he doesnt care for me

so what for im wasting my time making my life horrible

its like a nightmare that i cant avoid

if u haven been stepped into my life

i wouldnt been like this

u are the one who pick me up

and dump me

im heavily broken

and u juz left my life

so what the fuck is tis?

love is not a game

im not a toy

i will show u my middle finger

for what u had done for me

fuck the whole universe

fuck what i've been

im getting mad with my life

get lost stress

get lost LOVE

FUCK LOVE =]

dont hurt me NO MORE

missing him

im absoFUCKINGlutely missing you

i give you all my love

but you left me with broken heart

a single tear drop from your eyes

but tears drop forever in broken heart

and now i cant cry i wont cry

coz there wont be a shoulder there for me anymore

i cant love with broken heart

you cant fly with broken wings

i can hardly breath when you are not around

i wan to keep you out of my mind but i cant help myself

if only you can heal the pain

please heal me one more time

if only i could have only 1 wish

i hope you by my side

i am addicted to you and your love

longing to hear you whispher the most unspeakable word

hug me tightly make me safe

i wont mind what happened to you

sick or mad

i want to be there for you

no matter you are happy or sad

when you're gone

i learn to make frien with lonely

i learn to fake a smile a laugh

hide my wound

but i hate this feeling

when you're gone

im so tension

when you're gone

im fucking mad with my life

life fuck me

i know you din mean to hurt me

i know you din mean to make me feel this way

if one day you need me

i would be there for you

i know you may not come back

but my soul my heart is with you

and your memory live on in the deepest of my heart

kiss me

hold me

hug me

infect with your loving

im waiting for you to continue our story

lost

如果世界将被毁灭

我想听你再说一次爱我

让我幸福就算将我埋没

i dunnno why i love you so

still i cant accept the truth

that we had broken up once again

i force myself not to contact you

not to blogging not to post too much on facebook

im worried that it all you mess ur life up again

i feel hurt when i know whats wrong

people said that im tough

but do i reli that tough?

i am stress im hurt

i am so fed up with my miserable life

but i need and had to act like ntg happen

i feel lost

when you are not around

can you pls come back

without you

i feel like everything went wrong

i lost my soul

i wanna cried out loud but i noe there wouldnt be a shoulder for me

not anymore so i cant cry

i saw the present and card i prepared

for ur bday and now it can oni be hidden under the table

hell i wan to be with you

walk together till the end

my future with you feel so safe

why you have to go

and leave me alone

i wanna be there for you

someone you can come to

im thinking all the time

how to tell you what i feel

i wanna hear your word

hear you speak the most unspeakable word

[i love you]

im so sick living without you

take care of youself

and always now that i love you so

my heart and soul are left deep inside your heart

可不可以在爱我一次？

没关系 10/3

没关系

只是生活回到了轨道

失去你

对就多了点悲多了点寂寞

没关系

惯了

惯了一个人对着电脑偷看你的主页

惯了听到某一首歌悲伤的感觉

惯了让自己以为自己很坚强

惯了半夜突然想起你然后失眠

你听到吗？我的心还会跳

证明我还好

你听到吗? ta跳的好悲伤

mayb if my heart stop beating

it wont HURT this much

你的影子好像在不远处

但我永远都捉不住你

付出太多就不会被珍惜

原来我只是负担

我什么都好就太固执

如果我好你还离开？

你拥抱的温暖还留在身上

你最后的气息还留在唇里

你手心似乎还握着我

但是时候说不见

不论你成为谁我都不想和你道别

但是该结束了

想默默你的头 安抚孩子般的温柔

想靠靠你的胸 温暖的安全感是我的

想吻吻你的口 轻尝那吻曾属于我

想握住你的手 就算下

一秒化成泡沫

让我幸福 就算将我淹没

就算窒息还想爱你

你早已离开 我还在原地等待

心蚀了一块 填不到完整的爱

爱早已变质 一切以贬值

只是我在逃避 不想要你离去

our love is broken

there is nothing left to say

i dun have the right to talk to you

fucker you dun have the right to hurt me this way =]

妈的混蛋

你可恶得令人难忘

写不出的结局撕掉

让他重来

原来生日愿望只是幻想

也许会有人更爱我 但我的爱再也不会像以前那样纯真

再见我的爱

IM BROKEN

I'VE NOTHING LEFT BUT THE PIECES OF MY HEART

no more

如果爱情

只是我爱你 你爱我那么简单就好

只是我一直做不到

你要的理想情人

可是你 何尝是我的理想情人？

但我也无所谓

我不想这样放弃

请不要调侃我的感情

可不可以

手牵手

一直走到地球的终点

表让这份感情退色

u know i love you i really do

u know i love you with the best that i can

i try so hard to love you in my way but guess thats not enaf

look at me and listen

i dun wan hurt no more

i dun wan pain no more

no more words

no more pain

no more lies

no more crying

no more hurt

listen

i needed you to be with me

tell me u wont regret

i don wanna broken again

listen can you hear my heartbeat

can you hear my sincere

can you feel my feeling?

but are you listening?

broken

the story is repeating

again and again

it a circle a mean cycle

no i could have stop all ths from happening

but this is just the beginnin i guess

just like usual im not the princess

i dun deserve happy ending

i wonder can i go through it

i wonder can i make it

mayb they are right

but i dun mind

its my choice

even im on the wrong path

i still uphold to u

i trust u

but look like i spoilt everythin

i aint perfect

no

i shld say im suck?

worse thn a bitch and rubbish i guess

im ok i juz need a place

to let go all my sadness

i tried so hard

to focus on wat i have

neglect all the suffer

it suffocate me

smile like ntg happen =]

and the feeling are running out the door

i feel like collapsing

somehow

tears wont drop

not again

cry doesnt help

it make my wound gt worse

tears are nothing

symbol of im giving in

no i wont giv in

mayb love is just not enough for us to walk till the end

mayb thing arent tat worse

世上最巨大的礼物

是最初和最终的爱

就算窒息也想爱你

有一种温柔在你身上才有

未来要一起走过 说好的幸福就在不远处

未来不会再有伤痛

damn damn damn

what i'd to to have you near?

i wish you were here

i juz wanna let you noe

i will never let it go

无题

如果哪一天你走了会怎样？

地球依然转动

太阳依然照耀

心跳不会因为你而停止

世界不会因为你的离去而改变

世界是因为自己被改变

可是我还是我

只是多了寂寞

我不是一无所有

只是价值不一样

贬值

说爱我别只是说说

你是最初和最后的爱

不管开心或伤心

请像现在一样呆在我身边

我们的爱像空气一样

看不见

摸不到

但闭上眼

感觉得到

不是每个灰姑娘都能找到自己的玻璃鞋

但我找到了你