emo

i shouldn't have felt this way

i shouldn't live like this

what the fuck is wrong with me?

acting like an idiot

making myself suffering this way?

i shouldn't experience all these nightmare again and again

i despise myself . friggin!

everything inside me all fading away

you smile

you laughter

your tear

your voice rush into my mind.. the whole day

wtf.. its enaf..

im damn suffering..

pls do save me..

brain can u be a little bit more normal?

so what else do you want from me?

i've nothing left

dont try to touch my feeling

dont try to see whats on my mind

coz the last and only thing i do is want u back in my life

so do look at my pic.

so what do u feel?

it is the lips u kiss b4.

the lips thats oni kiss by u

and can rmb what u said?

what u said when we 1st kisses?

u said u will kiss oni mi.

hahaha.. so what the promise meant to u now?

izit still on ur mind

or juz like a rubbish been throw in the rubbish dum?

and yet u are in my heart

the only one who had enter my heart

so who is inside ur heart now?

can u still rmb u said u love me since 5?

o juz a joke?

im wondering.

well im really like an idiot

so wat the fuck am i waitin here?

i hate myself being so indecisive

the time pass

tik tok tik tok.

one year nearly gone.

what i've gain?

nth but pain

i shld have run.

at least runaway from the nightmare

falling from grace right on my face

to hell and back and hell again i've gone

i shld have believe

thing tat belong to u

will bek to u..

juz mayb not in the way u expected

im conflict

so wat shld i do now?

owh.. i cant be alone

i cant help myself..

thinking too much

being a coward and complaining the world

i juz couldnt stop myself from thinkin u

i think i am deeply addicted to you

hell.. i dislike myself.=-=凸