我以为

我以为我好了
我以为我不痛了
我以为我以为
其实一切都在原地打转
我迷了路
以为找到了出口
原来只是假想
一切回到原点
爱也一样
只是我们走了

i thought i could bear the pain
i thought i could resist it
illusion lie
i cheated myself
such a beautiful lie
nothing change
except us
love stay but we gone
so what shld we do?
cry scream run?
what shld we do so can we can feel better?
i hope u were there
teaching me how to control a motor
i tot u were there
fetch me and drive motor as usual
speeedy~~ i love the feel..
amazing.. like all the trouble are bhind my brain
out of my brain.. fuyoh~
but its not u
all i have are memories
refresh when HE fetch me
aikz
i reli tot
i have recover
i tot the wound cure when i could started to chat bout us
our past like other ppl bussiness
now thn i noe
i lie myself
aikz god can u pls save me?
save my soul
he say he suffer like livingwithout soul
so how bout me?
haiz
HIM
if u ever feel regreted
if u can feel ur heart again
would u juz tell me
i gt tired of these
all these suffering life
all these emo life
all the life with mask on my face
save me
u hurt me
u leave me the wound
but yet
u are the one
who can heal my pain cure my wound

逃开你给的过往 逃得我遍体鳞伤
有一种温柔在你身上才有
霸道地将我占有
心到现在还是你的
我对感情很偏食
只靠你的爱我才可以过日子
我对爱感情很偏执
不靠你的爱我到最后会心死
承诺是短暂的电池用完为止
我爱你三个字已经完全贬值